Tuesday, May 24, 2005

The Update to the Chase

Before you continue, please read this first.

When I posted last, I mentioned how She had just IM'd me. She told me she was actually reading my blog. Yes even the latest entry.

I am too honest sometimes. Yes it gets me in trouble. I always vow to learn from my past mistakes but my filter doesn't seem to learn. No matter how many times I say the wrong thing, it never learns to catch everything. It's like my mouth can think faster than my brain. Before I know it, I am thinking "Oh I shouldn't have said that."

Well even after reading my blog and that latest entry, She still continued to chat. I think we actually even had a good conversation. And we even made plans for a date!

I am not sure I will continue this line of posts since it is becoming a little too private. And really, how many of you truly care about this sorta stuff?

Should I Continue?

I have been chatting with a match.com girl now for a few weeks. She seems super cool and we seem to have plenty in common. I have been wanting to meet this chick now for about 2, maybe 3 weeks. We have made plans but, for some reason, they have fallen through. Sometimes because of me, sometimes because of her.

I called her Monday and left her a voicemail. I haven't heard from her since. No phone call, no IM, no Email. Should I even continue?

I really do like this girl. I found joy in just hearing her voice on the other end of the line. I know it sounds crazy since we never met, but I was getting a very good vibe. Plus I have had problems opening up my heart to girls, something about "Once bitten, twice shy." I normally would keep myself reserved and shielded to not have my heart broken again.

I've been making a strong effort to not continue hiding from my feelings. And with every new girl I have met, I have been more and more ready to receive love. With this girl, I was ready.

And just as I write this sentence, she IM's me... she says hello.. so I guess the chase is still on?

I will continue the post afterwards with any updates...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

No Penalties for Harvick, Nemechek - NASCAR getting the picture?

The fans love it. It adds excitement to any sport. Players just going out there and doing their jobs is, well, boring. You want their personalities to come out. You want to see them smile and applaud and cheer and grunt and scream and cry.

Tell me who doesn't enjoy Roger Clemens post game interviews when one gets away from him? Or seeing Lou Pinella throw a tirade? Who didn't laugh when then Knicks head coach Van Gumby clung like a rag doll to Alonzo Mourning's leg? The fans love this sorta stuff.

Additionally, the league does not have to always step in during these scenarios. A lot of it is handled under a gentlemen's agreement on the field. You hit a homer off of Clemens, you'd better now show him up. Your next time up at bat may find you ducking out of the way of a 90mph fastball into the earhole. In baseball, it's understood, you plunk my guy for no reason then I plunk yours.

NASCAR apparently has lost sight of this. They fine drivers money AND championship points if they peform any acts detrimental to the sport. Yes that vague language is exactly how it is stated in the rule book. If you ask me, Brian Vickers should be fined for bumping Mike Bliss, and spinning him during the final 100 yards of the Nextel Open. That got him a spot for the All-Star race. Then going on to finish 3rd. His actions were detrimental to the sport, especially Mike Bliss. NASCAR should fine him and make him share his winnings with Mike Bliss.

NASCAR understands that we want to see more than just the on track stuff. They have shows like NASCAR Nation and NASCAR Drivers: 360. They also have NASCAR This Morning, Trackside, Victory Lane, and NASCAR Nextel Cup Live. All of these shows let us capture more about our drivers. But when the same driver takes it upon himself to let his emotions show during a race he is penalized.

NASCAR did get it right this time around. During a restart in the All-Star race, Nemechek and Harvick ended up together. No one knows for sure what happened but it was a racing incident. Some drivers had tires some didn't, so some spun on the restart and the accordion affect, and about half the field was wrecking. After the melee, Harvick had a few choice words for Nemechek. He also asked him to check his HANS device to make sure it was ok. I was loving it. Some shoving, some throwing of equipment, some name calling. I was, of course, screaming for more. You could tell both drivers knew that NASCAR's heavy hand was waiting to swat at them and stick them with a fine if their actions were detrimental to the sport.

However, it seems that this time they are not going to fine the drivers. I guess that the format of the All-Star race breeds these kinds of actions. It's a winner take all sort of race. The difference between first and second place is about $700,000. 1 Million dollars goes to the winner and about $300,000 goes to the first loser. Drivers will claw their way to the front for all the money that is at stake. Thefore, at least for this one night, racing clean is actually what is detrimental to the sport.

Today

Today was a down sort of day. I slept in this morning. I woke up around 10am, maybe 10:30. I realized a call was never returned last night. I watched the NASCAR All-Star race that my loyal TIVO had recorded for me, and followed that with the California episode of NASCAR Drivers: 360.

I tossed the idea around. Should I call or wait and see. I told myself, grab the bull by the "horns" and call. I did. Voicemail was left. I took a nap. Woke up and watched Friday's episode of The Practice, again thanks to my trusty TIVO. Hours later, still no return call.

Our schedules never match up... Today I had nothing to do and could have met her whenever she wished. I guess I will have to wait for another.

Darrell Waltrip must be in bed with Hendrick

Did anyone watch the Nextel Open last night? Mike Bliss had the win. About 100 yards from the finish, Hendrick driver Brian Vickers taps the back bumper of Bliss causing him to spin. Vickers won.

Darrel Waltrip, not once, said that was dirty. Darrel, you stupid biased idiot, that WAS a dirty move. I've heard DW rip into other drivers for doing the very same thing. Yet, this Hendrick driver gets a free pass? Vickers could not get around Bliss. He just wasn't fast enough to get inside of his quarter panel. Vickers tapped Bliss not once, but TWICE. That's inexcusable. Once is a mistake, twice is on purpose.

And for those who would call this a racing incident? Sorry Darrel, it wasn't. If Vickers had his quarter panel and he slid up, or Bliss slid down, then OK. But Vickers tapped the back bumper twice to cause Bliss' spin. If you are going to be a commentator then you must do so equally and with fairness to all drivers.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Are we ever going to meet?

As I lie here, I wonder....

Will our schedules ever not be so hectic that we could actually meet? It seems that every time one of us is available, the other is not.

Do I really want to go to this wedding that is getting in the way of meeting Her?

Do I really have to go buy the bride a card?

Should I go get something to eat so I am not starving during the ceremony?

What if my suit does not fit?

Tour of the Gables in 30:45! [updated]

Wow, if you saw the post from earlier this morning you would have assumed that my time would be a personal worst. However, after running the Tour of the Gables in 30 minutes and 45 seconds, I must admit that it's a personal best! My current goal is to break 30 minutes. If I shave 15 seconds from each mile, just 15 little seconds, it means I can come in below the 30 minute mark. Things are good... and will be even better if I finally get to meet one of the girls from match.com today.

[updated]
I just checked the results page. I am in the Male 5K Run Age Group: 30 - 34. I came in 51st out of 63 who were in that group. Not too bad. The fastest person in our group completed the race in a lightning fast 16 minutes and 8 seconds. I ran each mile at an average of 9 minutes 54 seconds. The winner's pace was 5 minutes 12 seconds per mile. A 5 minute mile... can you imagine ever running that fast?

Tour of the Gables 5k starts in 1 hour

It's race morning, about 6:30am. I haven't left to the race yet. The Baptist Hospital Tour of the Gables 5k starts in 1 hour. I am not ready for today. I haven't trained in about 2 weeks. Luckily our time to beat is 33 minutes. I personally wanted to beat 30 minutes. But no training and after the debauchery last night, there's no way.

Yes there are butterflies. I am also dehydrated already, I can tell by the hang over. I am going to have to stop and pick up some Gatorade before arriving at the race.

This is gonna suck arse!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

I've been wearing wrong size shoes

For the longest time I have worn size 13 shoes. I recently went to Footworks and the salesperson told me my sneakers looked too small. He checked and he was right. He told me to try a size 14. That was a month or two ago. I went this past weekend to buy shoes and I looked for size 14s. After trying them on I wondered, is this what a comfortable shoe is supposed to feel like?

I can't believe that all this time I had been wearing a shoe one size too small! I wonder what else I am wearing that is one size too small and I have no idea.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

I made it to a search engine!!

Woo Hoo! I checked my website stats today and I noticed that someone actually came to my site from the results of a Yahoo search! I am thrilled! I had submitted my URL to a handful of search engines and been waiting and waiting. I am still not on Google but I am on Yahoo.

What do you think I did next? That's right! I went to Yahoo and searched for my site and I FOUND IT! With this exposure the traffic should be rolling in now. Then with increased traffic, there's better chances someone clicks a Google Ad. Since I began displaying the ads on my site on May 5th, I have 59 pennies in my account. That's right folks, 59 shiny pennies. U.S. American pennies. The kind that are good for legal tender anywhere in these United States.

So now the next thought that comes to mind. What can I purchase for 59 cents?

1) Can of soda?
Nope those are 65 to 75 cents now.

2) Bag of chips?
Nope, 75 cents.

3) Candy bar?
Negative. Well maybe.

4) How 'bout chewing gum?
Maybe a small pack of juicy fruit.

Looks like I am not gonna be able be buy shit.