Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Should I Continue?

I have been chatting with a match.com girl now for a few weeks. She seems super cool and we seem to have plenty in common. I have been wanting to meet this chick now for about 2, maybe 3 weeks. We have made plans but, for some reason, they have fallen through. Sometimes because of me, sometimes because of her.

I called her Monday and left her a voicemail. I haven't heard from her since. No phone call, no IM, no Email. Should I even continue?

I really do like this girl. I found joy in just hearing her voice on the other end of the line. I know it sounds crazy since we never met, but I was getting a very good vibe. Plus I have had problems opening up my heart to girls, something about "Once bitten, twice shy." I normally would keep myself reserved and shielded to not have my heart broken again.

I've been making a strong effort to not continue hiding from my feelings. And with every new girl I have met, I have been more and more ready to receive love. With this girl, I was ready.

And just as I write this sentence, she IM's me... she says hello.. so I guess the chase is still on?

I will continue the post afterwards with any updates...

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