It's not easy being opinionated, why am I so damn happy!

I thought blogging would be easy for me. I am a very opinionated person. My friends always complain about my complaining. Today I realized that I had not posted in a couple of days. Also realized that some of my entries were fluff. Like who the hell cares about my PB&J for dinner? What I also realized is that I have been a happier person lately.

No I haven't met anyone or gotten a little action or anything of the sort. To be honest, I actually did meet someone I liked. However she told me a couple days later she had met someone else. Which is cool. The first time in a long time a girl has been honest with me. I actually thanked her for her honesty. I even added that we could be friends! Yes, I can hear all my male friends gasping and saying NO ED!! You can't be friends with a chick! But truth is, I can be.

So I get turned down and I am still happy. I don't know why. I should be sad right? Who knows? Maybe it's because I am still chatting with another couple girls I've met on Match.com. These girls also seem really cool and they look really cute too. I have not met either of them yet so there is no telling. But cool and cute is a dangerous combination for me. Those girls that posses both cuteness and coolness can usually hold me in the palm of their hands.

I can only figure that my happiness is keeping my bitching at bay. That's the only explanation I can come up with. Diane, Kim, and Shannon all know me very well. If any of them read this I am sure they will agree.